Off to Key West

My job affords me opportunities every now and then. The opportunity offered to me back in April was a trip to Key West, all expenses paid, to participate in a symposium on composition handbooks. Tomorrow I leave early in the morning, heading towards the tropical depression brought on by Hurricane Paula. I'm okay with that. It's Key West.

Though I won't have a lot of down time, I do hope to get to the fitness facility to ride a bike or run. I'm not going to worry about it, though. If I don't get the time, I don't. The world isn't going to stop going round because I can't get a workout in.

And this is how I'm trying to approach all areas of my life. For the past few weeks I've been making a conscious effort to live and let live. Whenever a mean thought enters my mind about whatever I'm dealing with at any given moment, I stop and take a deep breath, ask the negative thoughts to be still, then tell them to go away. I stop a lot each day! I face negative thoughts a lot each day! Hopefully, if I keep at it, I'll find myself not having to stop so much.

This trip to Key West is exactly what I need in my journey to positivity. While I had dreamed of sun and relaxation on the beach, it looks like the rains will be there. I could get all worked up about this, but I'm not going to. It's Key West. Key lime pie. Hemingway. Margaritaville. It'll be good.

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