Waiting to See What Tomorrow Brings

The vet called early this morning to check on Sunny. I hadn't even gotten out of bed yet since all three of the boys hadn't awakened at their usual time of six-ish, which is what I use as my alarm clock. We were all still snoozing when my phone rang. I was surprised to see it was nearly 7 am.

He asked if there was any improvement. When we had gotten up around 4:30 to go outside, Sunny was noticeably limping, but he managed the steps and even jumped onto the couch, which is what he does when doesn't want to return to his crate. We agreed I'd watch him closely through the rest of the weekend and see where things are on Monday.

So far today, Sunny has done a lot of sleeping, far more than he usually does. That tells me he's in pain and the rest is what he needs. He did spend several hours outside while I did yard work, mostly just laying on the back porch or in the garage, so he did have some activity today. Just very subdued activity. So subdued the downtime for me is strange.

I didn't feel like making breakfast this morning, so I handed some money to Angel Baby and asked him to go get some donuts. Instead of leaving right away, he stood in the kitchen doorway and asked, "Still feelin' the dooms?", referring to my crashing out last evening about not being the right person for Sunny. When I said yes, over the next half hour he gave me every reason why I am the right person for Sunny. In the middle of his attempt to make me feel better about things, I thought the tables have turned. My child has become the cheerleader giving me the pep talk. While he is and will forever be my child, he is more an equal now, someone I can have wonderful conversations with. 

So often these days, when something isn't going as planned, I tell myself to wait and see what tomorrow brings. Like a few days ago, when Sunny was being the pea-brained puppy that he is and behaved as if he hadn't learned anything at all over the last three months. I was completely frustrated. I ended our obedience session early and just walked away from him. As I came into the house, I told myself to take a deep breath. I told myself he's just a puppy. I told myself to wait and see what tomorrow brings. The next day, he was back on track. He sat. He stayed. He came when called. He even lifted his paw to shake for the very first time after trying to get him to do it for weeks. 

Sometimes the difference a day makes can be immense.

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