I don't even know where to start. And, really, I can barely see the monitor because of the tears that keep blurring my eyes. I know they're "just" bees to a lot of people, but to me, they are creatures that play a very important role in the cycle of life.
I was supposed to help them. I was a "beekeeper," but I feel like I totally failed them.
My heart is broken right now.
|One group of the mass of bees I found dead in the hive.|